Sunday, May 26, 2013

Love what you are

I do like structure I do like discipline
I do like things to be in order and to be known. 
Not necessarily my way but I like things to be known.
I love mind stimulation, I like to be matched for the things that I offer. 
I am not perfect but I strive for perfection, when given perfection I will give perfection, when I give perfection and receive less disappointment creates anger and anger is nasty. I do not like being angry.
I love my smile, I want to smile all the time. I want to be greeted with a smile. Life is not peaches and cream but I want to have those small beautiful moments that take my breath away.
I do not need a man to fix my car, I do not need a man to build me things, I do not need a man to pay my bills nor to buy me things. I need a man that knows how to touch a woman, I need a man that will make me feel like a queen with his look, I need a man that will listen to my needs, that will understand my mood swings, I am a woman, God created me to be able to cry out of joy and laugh out of hurt. 
He blessed me with a body that can create and carry another body inside. I want to be able to scream when I want to and not be judged for it, I want to be able to laugh when I want to and not be judged for it. God gave me abilities to multitask and carry multiple of hats at one time, all I need is a simple Thank you sometimes. 
A token of appreciation is all that’s needed. A genuine token of appreciation. 
I do not want to be judged on my bad day, it was probably created by a man anyways. I have the ability to rule the world and carry it on my shoulders why the hell cant I have my own crown then?
Sometimes a soft touch and a nice word will do just fine…
I am a woman……….  
Do not fault me for it, do not judge me for it, do not blame me for the things that were given to me by nature, I do like a nice word every now and then, I do want to be treated like a queen that I am to you. I am a woman and I love it… I do not want to be taken for granted for it, I do not want to feel bad for it, I was created with an emotional side that is so hungry, I give and I give and I give, I am ready to receive, I am ready to receive food for my soul for my heart…. My heart is hungry… and it’s the worst hunger anyone can feel.

I am a woman and I love it.

written June 09, 2009

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